Song Lyrics

I'm sick of hurting the people I love as I sort through my own stuff in my own life just because I'm not coping well. I'm sick of people having to deal with the venom I spit at them. I'm sick of it and I'm sorry. I'm particularly sorry to the people who are around me most often. None of you deserve it. And at the same time that I say I'm sorry, I want to thank you for loving me - for loving me to begin with and for loving me even still.

In particular, I feel I've been rather unfair to Kelly. As I've been thinking more and more about this atrocity, I'm reminded of a verse from an India.Arie song called The Truth. Here are the words:

I remember the very first day that I saw him.
I found myself immediately intrigued by him.
It's almost like I knew this man from another life.
Like back then maybe I was his husband and maybe he was my wife.
And even the things I don't like about him are fine with me,
because it's not hard for me to understand him because he's so much like me.
And it's truly my pleasure to share his company,
and I know that its God's gift to breathe the air he breathes.

I'll just let that speak for itself.

Only ten hours until paradigm!